Luck

"Be grateful for luck. Pay the thunder no mind - listen to the birds. And don't hate nobody." ~ Eubie Blake
 
nice
to hear
your laughter
and i'm grateful
to be able to hear heaven today

Walkin'

"And I've been walking 'round with memories way too long" ~ Iris DeMent

Days are tired and run into each other. I trip over them, not looking, just blindly getting through. The gems that are given me right now don't sparkle, but I know they will, soon. I'm happy to have them. They are my hope. They bring smiles to offset my empty tears. I'm not depressed exactly, just tired and anxious.

I don't think about him as often. His importance has fallen in the hierarchy of my thoughts. I escaped fairly unscathed this time. Aspirations of love, beautiful illusions though they are, can distort the reality of it. Time spent dreaming of someone who dreams of another is a bad habit that can be broken, a destructive game that can't be won, only walked away from.

I'm a walkin'.

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Thoughts,
Habits,
Illusions,
Shatter inside.
Comfort found in space, time,  walking away.
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Mindfulness

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

One.
Moment.
Be Present.
At this moment.
Feel what it's like to be alive right...now.